communal ice cream
2005-12-14||12:34 a.m.
So this was my night: I crashed on Cristina's bed while everyone else was drinking and/or high and when I woke up I was all alone. I looked over the edge of the bed and the floor was littered with half-full vodka bottles and shot glasses. Also, the door wasn't closed completely. What a good scene that would have been if Elizabeth (RA) walked into find me passed out alone on the bed with a room full of vodka. It's not so much that I was mad, I was just very lonely and kind of annoyed. I thought of drinking a little bit and catching up with everyone, but drinking alone sounded like an even more pathetic situation, so I just went down to the lounge and sat around with people who still have to study for finals. When they all came back from wherever it was that they went to get (more) high, we just sat around in EK's room and talked. For some reason I still feel that lonely feeling. I've never been a clingy person, but being abandoned is never a good feeling.
To bed with me.
Peace.